Hurt.

Hurt - Johnny Cash (originally recorded by Nine Inch Nails)

Not sure who's version I like better.

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember every thing

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feeligns disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would a way...

No more bullshit. In my life, I never want to hear the sentence "I will never let you down" ever again. It's not a bad thing, just the truth. I'm not an idealist anymore.

Because everybody lets everybody down.

Because everybody hurts everybody.

No matter who you are

If you are in my life

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

At least once.

I guess I am a true pessimist now eh? Maybe, or just a realist.